I tip my hat =)
Posted: Sat Mar 14, 2015 5:08 am
Good day all!
I have been asked multiple times why I took my leave so I will leave the pg version here =) I will start off with I have bipolar and go through episodes. Things tend to bother me when they shouldn't, I start over thinking, over analysing, etc.. while I love everyone in our group and think they are great people the glass slipper just wasn't fitting, and I don't want to cut off my toes to make the shoe fit ^^
There appears to be some internal conflict, and some things that I myself don't really see eye to eye with. (though these are minuscule on my list and are to be expected in any group) One of my biggest issues are people following through with something when they say they are going to. While I love to give a hand when it is needed I appreciate the same back, and believe me if I am bringing something to the table I have searched high and low for it. I don't like being brushed aside, interrupted, used, lied to, or taken advantage of. I do not appreciate when I will take hours, if not days out of my time and someone will not take 30 seconds for me. This is pertaining to several incidences not just one.
As you all know I am a pervert and gaming is supposed to be a release for me to lay back and joke. While I understand the aspect of being a respectful member of the community I do not appreciate cherry picking. 1 joke is ok at this time, but another is not, or something distasteful will be brought up and if someone pursues it they get prosecuted. I very much dislike the back and fourth sway as I already have enough of that in my life at my own accord. I like to live life by if you ask you will be answered, if you do not want an answer then do not ask. I need open adult discussions that aren't going to turn into a riot if I talk about a penis. The swearing I can understand but I can not censor myself 24/7 in regards to topics of discussion. When I play with adults I expect to be able to have adult discussions. (If any of the ToW club is reading this the Firefall administration does very well keeping the group respectful, I personally do not see why you received a complaint it is a very sheltered and well behaved community, one of the best I have been a part of)
I apologize for leaving on such short notice, I did leave a paragraph long goodbye in army chat, and sent a whisper to which no one replied. (8+ members online) I am still interested in being involved with ToW, I love you guys and have spent every day with you for the past month lol I am also sorry I let things build and build until I found myself in a low and blew up internally. One of the ways I have taught myself to hold a relationship is to step back and take a breath when I need it. I do not believe in medication and I find this works best for me and the people around me.
I invite you all to add me on friends, and I will be jumping on Teamspeak from time to time though not nearly as often as I was. I thank you all for having me and wish you luck in all your future endeavours =) <3
RIP, Turret down 4 whut, 95% cooler, long live daniel jackson
Sincerely,
RawrzKitty from Canadia <3 panties4lyfe
Spoiler: Bastion is the best frame!
tl;dr: Something about 45% unicorns in the forest, and batman.
p.s. I made a video of me saying goodbye for you guys <3 (awe it shows a preview I just wanted you to click the link mwahaha)
https://www.youtube.com/embed/eDX_rPtMg ... ure=oembed
I have been asked multiple times why I took my leave so I will leave the pg version here =) I will start off with I have bipolar and go through episodes. Things tend to bother me when they shouldn't, I start over thinking, over analysing, etc.. while I love everyone in our group and think they are great people the glass slipper just wasn't fitting, and I don't want to cut off my toes to make the shoe fit ^^
There appears to be some internal conflict, and some things that I myself don't really see eye to eye with. (though these are minuscule on my list and are to be expected in any group) One of my biggest issues are people following through with something when they say they are going to. While I love to give a hand when it is needed I appreciate the same back, and believe me if I am bringing something to the table I have searched high and low for it. I don't like being brushed aside, interrupted, used, lied to, or taken advantage of. I do not appreciate when I will take hours, if not days out of my time and someone will not take 30 seconds for me. This is pertaining to several incidences not just one.
As you all know I am a pervert and gaming is supposed to be a release for me to lay back and joke. While I understand the aspect of being a respectful member of the community I do not appreciate cherry picking. 1 joke is ok at this time, but another is not, or something distasteful will be brought up and if someone pursues it they get prosecuted. I very much dislike the back and fourth sway as I already have enough of that in my life at my own accord. I like to live life by if you ask you will be answered, if you do not want an answer then do not ask. I need open adult discussions that aren't going to turn into a riot if I talk about a penis. The swearing I can understand but I can not censor myself 24/7 in regards to topics of discussion. When I play with adults I expect to be able to have adult discussions. (If any of the ToW club is reading this the Firefall administration does very well keeping the group respectful, I personally do not see why you received a complaint it is a very sheltered and well behaved community, one of the best I have been a part of)
I apologize for leaving on such short notice, I did leave a paragraph long goodbye in army chat, and sent a whisper to which no one replied. (8+ members online) I am still interested in being involved with ToW, I love you guys and have spent every day with you for the past month lol I am also sorry I let things build and build until I found myself in a low and blew up internally. One of the ways I have taught myself to hold a relationship is to step back and take a breath when I need it. I do not believe in medication and I find this works best for me and the people around me.
I invite you all to add me on friends, and I will be jumping on Teamspeak from time to time though not nearly as often as I was. I thank you all for having me and wish you luck in all your future endeavours =) <3
RIP, Turret down 4 whut, 95% cooler, long live daniel jackson
Sincerely,
RawrzKitty from Canadia <3 panties4lyfe
Spoiler: Bastion is the best frame!
tl;dr: Something about 45% unicorns in the forest, and batman.
p.s. I made a video of me saying goodbye for you guys <3 (awe it shows a preview I just wanted you to click the link mwahaha)
https://www.youtube.com/embed/eDX_rPtMg ... ure=oembed